Well...............another day done....................trying to think about sleep and being more productive the rest of the week and weekend than I was today.............somedays it just doesn't get done.........................

I saw pictures of one of the soldiers on our team getting home for leave................all I kept thinking is that he has to go back.............how is his wife going to let him go back....................I have the fear to look forward to myself...............a big enough concern you almost question whether you want the leave or not...................aaaaaaaaaaaagh............you want to enjoy the blessing of time with your loved one................but sending them off hurts so much...........................just not wishing it on my worst enemy..................

Kids are so goofy............trying better to love them for who they are.................as individuals..................

Trying to deal with lack of communication..........completely controlled by husband..........due to the circumstances of the war.......................doing okay............very tired........................

continuing to hang on...................some times that is all I can do.................but trying to do more than that for the kids.....................